In the beginning...

I am constantly struck by the power of thought.

It is said that we create our lives with our feelings, ideas, thoughts, and prayers.  

I'm a firm believer that each thought we have forms our futures: our future feelings, our future physical environments, our future thoughts, not to mention, our future desires.   I know this because I experience it, but if I didn't, I'd still be inclined, because of what I see is capable from the ideas and desires common to all people.  

I wonder if anything exogenous actually makes its way into our little worlds, or if, from conception, we design it all...

I am obsessed with understanding and finding the answers to certain questions that seem to grow in kind for me, and not dissipate, neither in intensity nor in frequency.  

What type of power(s) do human beings actually have?  What is the nature of this power?  Where does it stem from?   Can we grow it and shape it, and thus, shape our futures, and even our future physical and mental abilities?  Or is there ultimately a limit on what we can do?  What is God, is it knowable, is it communicable, and does everyone experience it in the same way?  Are we subject to each other's will and desire?  Can someone be freed from this, if we are so contained?  How do you properly pray?  And why is prayer seemingly only sometimes effective?  What does it mean if you are thinking something and the person you are with voices your thoughts?   Can you create desire for yourself in terms of your purpose in life, be it transient or static?  What does emotion have to do with all of it?  

Could anyone of us be Jesus Christ, and not be aware of it?  

With all the elements of life that seem to seek out our conformity, our mediocrity, and our apathy, what, in life, can definitely charge us all up?  What can touch every single person's life equally?  Can you save a life?  What are the repercussions of being irrationally spiritual or religious, if we can attribute actual progress, morally and scientifically, to rational thought?  If the Ten Commandments are rationally attributable, why is there nothing against rape, or slavery, or child abuse?  

So in an attempt to answer these questions and share my findings, revelations, and insights both revealed and extracted, I begin this journey and hope to clear out darkness and uncertainty, in small, but hopefully meaningful, steps.  I love contribution to these questions and I am eager to see the threads that interweave us all emerge from under the veil, and glisten with movement in the light.